Meet the woman you were meant to be

When I think back to where I was before I started working with Isis, I remember an overwhelming sense of deficiency. I didn’t feel nourished by my family or friends and I felt completely unequipped to remedy the situation. My support system and social circle were anemic, leaving me weak and frigid. Isis was an incredible source of warmth and nourishment, and the environment she created for the Feral Females was a powerful incubator.

During our time together I started dating again, something I had been unwilling/unable to do for the better part of 5 years. I found support and a sense of community during a global pandemic. I leaned on those around me and asked for the assistance I needed to stay safe and get supplies while immunocompromised. I finally saw how emotionally starved I was growing up, and how this trauma of neglect shaped my future relationships with myself and others. I practiced asking for things and allowed myself to feel my needs and express them to those around me.

Through “home-play” assignments I creatively examined and worked through problems, and had the pleasure of witnessing others do the same. Describing my body as if I were an artist and telling my “Shero’s Journey” were two of my favorite exercises that helped me to shift my perspective on things that were previously sources of great shame. Receiving feedback and praise for those things was very healing and transformative. I think the most profound realization for me through this process was that even though I had a deficiency in my life, I was not inherently deficient. This distinction was revolutionary. It freed me from years of self-blame and shame and allowed me to see this was something I could treat, rather than an incurable condition I was doomed to suffer through.

Working with Isis and my fellow Feral Females fed my soul and helped to mend old wounds. They helped me to be vulnerable and honest, which enabled me to connect more authentically with those around me. With the guidance of Isis and the support of others in the group, I was able to challenge long-held beliefs, confront uncomfortable truths about myself and those around me, and learn to trust that others could hold me. Even though our time as a group has come to a close, I still feel the strength and support of those women behind me and I carry the lessons I learned and the victories I gained with me always.

Isis has a gift for seeing you, and holding up your reflection in such a way that you cannot look away, only recognize and marvel at the spark of God within. She will meet you at your level, wherever you are, and with a sure hand guide you deeper.

There are no limits to your personal power, no point where you stop. To work with Isis is to discover the truth of that statement. Isis was the catalyst for my psychic awakening.

Isis was the voice of compassion that I needed during a difficult transition. She lent me resolve by reflecting back to me the best parts of myself and by being a voice of validation for feminine values which felt so true to me inside, but seemed lacking in the world and super scary to start living out… She held my hand during my first throes of freedom, and supported and guided me as I began to slip into my body.

I love now having bed snuggles with my back against the pillows, being hugged by angels, and feeling the beautiful presence of being held by my energy lover at my back. I will carry her voice with me to check myself and encourage myself to deepen and actually embody instead of thinking I am.

I’m so excited about what the next phase of life is about to start bringing. I’m not sure I would have been able to crystallize my confidence and willingness to truly break new ground without our sessions. Thank you for helping me get off to a running start and learn to get comfortable with just being… and knowing that is enough. I’m enough. I’m safe. And life is beautiful. Truly, actually feeling all of that for the first time.

When I first came across Isis and her work, I was feeling very stuck, energetically. I could feel that something was needing to be released, as was indicated by the constant re-surfacing of subdued anger and grief (that I’d apparently been actively suppressing). While I thought I was allowing myself to feel and acknowledge, accept and be with my experience, I realized in working with Isis that I was actually caught in a pattern of spiritual shaming and “shoulding.” I thought that in order to be spiritually good and virtuous that I could not also feel and express my rage. I thought that in order to be a queen I needed to keep my shit together to be cool and composed always.

I now engage with my life in a more authentic, raw, beautiful way. I am learning to exist more so in my body than in my head, to feel juicy, unctuous, alive, and true. I know now what it feels like to come into my body and to listen to the wisdom she carries. I now have the tools not only to hold space for myself, but to do so for others.

Isis fully embodies the archetype of the mother, she shows up with such courage and compassion, loving the whole of you. Not once did I ever feel judged by Isis. Not once did I ever sense inconsistency in her being-ness, her personhood. She is fucking real to the core and she gave me the gift of being real to MY core. She gave me the gift of what it looks and feels like to be a mama to myself, loving, nurturing, receptive, strong, fierce, and in my power.

I spent every penny I had in order to work with Isis and it was worth it.

All the years that Isis has allowed life to course through her body and break her open, whether through despair or through ecstasy, have made her BIG.

As a writer and a facilitator Isis reveals herself unapologetically, and in so doing gives everyone else permission to be more of their messy and divine selves, too.

Isis has a way of seeing the wholeness of a person and bringing that forth.