Meet the woman you were meant to be

I am more empowered in my relationship. Where the old pattern was to crumple energetically and hand over my authority to my partner, now I am able to hold my own with him. I will risk disagreeing with him and – to my surprise – that has generated aliveness in the relationship and we have more fun. He loves feeling me in my power and my shift has called him to step up too, so now I am met by my equal. Isis supported us as a couple by offering a joint session. This was gold dust and empowered us to dissolve more layers of co-dependency, thanks to her ‘seeing’ the energetic dynamic between us and guiding us each into our own centre and sovereignty.

Ok, so really. Before working with Isis? I was shut down. I mean, really closed. Deep down despite a husband, child, home, love …

I wanted out of life. I didn’t think I had the right to exist.

And for someone who ran energy. Suffered-Kundalini that may be a strange thing to say; there’s a lot of hype and misunderstanding around this energy. Suffice to say that if you had my childhood you’d understand.

Isis turned that around. She understood. Had been there, walked the path; shone the “torch”.

She was funny, playful, really caring, and sooo deeply authentic in her holy-humanity that I couldn’t help but trust her. No subject was too much, or off the table. And in that safe intuitive space aka “nest” that she created, I unfolded my pain, my beauty, my whole… I would like to say by “magic”, but really it was because of her badass skill!

In this crucible, a new me, my “soul” me; the person and whole human I was meant to be from my blue-print was reformed!

I have worked with Isis Leeor for a year and it has absolutely been the best investment I could have made in myself. The first half of the year was in 1-to-1 coaching, and the second half in the Feral Female programme with a fine group of women.

My life has changed immeasurably as a result. I am here today as an embodied and empowered woman. Over the course of 12 months I have dismantled the cage one bar at a time. Yes, it was me who ‘did the work’ but I hand the credit to Isis for guiding me powerfully and sensitively on the journey. Isis is a mighty fine guide with a ninja tool kit and oodles of love and compassion.

What makes Isis stand out head and shoulders above others in her field is her ability to see and feel my energy from other side of the laptop screen – and that is worth its weight in gold. She can literally see where my energy is blocked and use that perspective to guide me to unravel the stored emotions and stories – and into freedom.

Isis’s wisdom and broad ranging experience meant she was able to guide me as a woman, as a person with unresolved trauma, as a person in relationship, as a person in business. Walking together with Isis, I healed trauma, reframed old stories, and created a new structure for my internal reality. All this combined to create a whole new experience in the external world.

I’m 50 years old and for the first time I feel I have arrived home in my body and at the centre of my life. A lifelong challenge of being out of my body and negotiating the world as a highly sensitive person, has been resolved. Being grounded and embodied brings with it the life-changing gifts of pleasure, sensuality and empowerment. Now, instead of struggling with the world from inside an empty shell, I embrace and rest in the fullness of my feminine.

If you’re feeling drawn to work with Isis, jump in, you won’t regret it. Your future self is already looking on and smiling with a warm belly and heart.

When I first came across Isis and her work, I was feeling very stuck, energetically. I could feel that something was needing to be released, as was indicated by the constant re-surfacing of subdued anger and grief (that I’d apparently been actively suppressing). While I thought I was allowing myself to feel and acknowledge, accept and be with my experience, I realized in working with Isis that I was actually caught in a pattern of spiritual shaming and “shoulding.” I thought that in order to be spiritually good and virtuous that I could not also feel and express my rage. I thought that in order to be a queen I needed to keep my shit together to be cool and composed always.

I now engage with my life in a more authentic, raw, beautiful way. I am learning to exist more so in my body than in my head, to feel juicy, unctuous, alive, and true. I know now what it feels like to come into my body and to listen to the wisdom she carries. I now have the tools not only to hold space for myself, but to do so for others.

Isis fully embodies the archetype of the mother, she shows up with such courage and compassion, loving the whole of you. Not once did I ever feel judged by Isis. Not once did I ever sense inconsistency in her being-ness, her personhood. She is fucking real to the core and she gave me the gift of being real to MY core. She gave me the gift of what it looks and feels like to be a mama to myself, loving, nurturing, receptive, strong, fierce, and in my power.

I spent every penny I had in order to work with Isis and it was worth it.

First of all, I want to tell you what a difference the workshop has made in my life. So much has changed for me since that weekend. I have stopped taking anti-depressants, stopped taking anti-anxiety/sleeping pills, stopped drinking as a regular daily occurrence (still drinking some socially, but not nearly as much), and am sleeping better than I have I think in my whole life. I made all of these changes not as a conscious, labored process, but just because I have not felt like taking the pills or consuming alcohol. I just don’t need them.

I have felt a new calm in my life. Even when I cry, the tears do not come from a place of anxiety, they come from just sadness or happiness rather than this crazy angsty anxiety place they were coming from before.

So, a big THANK YOU for that weekend and for being your amazing self and helping me to arrive at this new place!